My mind is Blown.

My life changed
Since yesterday
Filled with sorrow and hate
Never once have I felt this way
My eyes are red
My heart is scarred
Love is dreadful
And so is this.
Never shall anything become between us
Nor sorrow
Nor hate
Nor drama
Nor lies
Nor sadness
Nor fear
Nor life
Nor Death
For once I have never felt this way
For what has been told to you
Or what has been said
Between me and you
I hope you know
Its not true
For I will forever love you
No matter what is said
No matter what is done
Nothing will come between our love
I hope you know that
Because I sure do
Let us forever be together
Together for all.
I love you Dillian
Forever and for all
I will miss you.
But I guess this is Goodbye
Goodbye, forever and for all.

The Dream.

Last night,
I had a dream.
A dream like no other
A dream that I could never imagine
A dream that will live on in my mind forever
Walking on the beach, sunset, and lonely
I see you in the distance
Tears fill my eyes
I sprint twords you in happiness
I hold you in my arms
I fell your soft lips to mine
The tide slowly comes in
Then slowly seeps out
You disapear from my arms
Into thin air
I drop to my knees
I began to cry
The next thing I know
Im awake in my dark room crying and screaming
Lonley and scared
Missing You.
I love you Dillian, I miss you so much it hurts.

"Eqeustrianism-do you have what it takes?"

Equestrianism, we bring out that inner strengh
we risk everything
we have what it takes
speed
agility
courage
love
trust
failer
perfection
hope
spirit
strengh
balance
rythm
have you ever trusted a 1500 pound animal with a mind of its own
have you ever risked your life for somthing you love
have you ever found that inner strengh inide of you
do you have what it takes?
equestrians
we live, to love
we live, to ride
we live, for horses

poem...."summer"

as i sit upon the beach
i see, feel and hear the amazing feeling you get in that soft warm sand
amazing ocean views
tropical trees
that salt water air
the sun beating down on me
the sound of peaceful, and joy at the same time
in your swimsuit, in the water, in the sand,
stress free
bareback on my horse
galloping through the water
getting wet, feeling the freedom, the feeling, the feeling you get when your on horse
you hop off your horse
feel his head, his muscles, his breathing
how free he feels,
you then have him at a peaceful walk
then before you know it hes galloping free
you and him
freedom, with my horse, you and me. together. free.