My mind is Blown.

My life changed
Since yesterday
Filled with sorrow and hate
Never once have I felt this way
My eyes are red
My heart is scarred
Love is dreadful
And so is this.
Never shall anything become between us
Nor sorrow
Nor hate
Nor drama
Nor lies
Nor sadness
Nor fear
Nor life
Nor Death
For once I have never felt this way
For what has been told to you
Or what has been said
Between me and you
I hope you know
Its not true
For I will forever love you
No matter what is said
No matter what is done
Nothing will come between our love
I hope you know that
Because I sure do
Let us forever be together
Together for all.
I love you Dillian
Forever and for all
I will miss you.
But I guess this is Goodbye
Goodbye, forever and for all.

The Dream.

Last night,
I had a dream.
A dream like no other
A dream that I could never imagine
A dream that will live on in my mind forever
Walking on the beach, sunset, and lonely
I see you in the distance
Tears fill my eyes
I sprint twords you in happiness
I hold you in my arms
I fell your soft lips to mine
The tide slowly comes in
Then slowly seeps out
You disapear from my arms
Into thin air
I drop to my knees
I began to cry
The next thing I know
Im awake in my dark room crying and screaming
Lonley and scared
Missing You.
I love you Dillian, I miss you so much it hurts.